One of my favorite things about our Christmas tree is that it is full of memories. Most of the ornaments bring back a rush of remembrances and good thoughts that make me smile. This particular ornament, for example:
Bought in a small shop in Dingle, Ireland in 2001. We had gone to this shop around 1 PM, and saw a sign saying that they were away and would be back sometime in the afternoon. (no time specified, which I thought was wonderful and so unusual to my American time-driven upbringing) Sometime around 4 we went back and found this. It sparkled so beautifully in the light, and we loved it.
Seeing it now, I am right back there, in that small intimate shop, with Ed and Joshua. Good times, good thoughts flow through me, and I smile.
Merry Christmas to you and your family and friends. Love, Lisa
Talking about pain is a funny thing. Some days I want to ignore it, and try to act like I used to. I push through, laugh, pretend, and then collapse in my trusty recliner a few hours or a few minutes later.
Other days, I need to talk. I need to let it out, to vent, to cry, to have someone tell me that it’s going to be alright, to let the volcano erupt a bit. And then rest, and pray, and just be.
The thing I am most grateful for is for my family and my friends who are there for me, whether I’m talking about it, or not. The people who love me irregardless of how far I can walk, or how grumpy I may be acting that day. The ones who can get me laughing. To all of you…..I love you and I appreciate you.
If you are out there in internet world, and need to talk….I am here. And better yet, there is One who will never leave and never forsake you. Jesus is here also, and listening. 🙂 Love, Lisa